2009/03/28

多么完整的 完全。

all this time i was wasting
hoping u would come around
but u just changed
u r not u anymore
i dont even know u

who r u now
who r u

如果大雾 可以让我 看不清 你的样子
我该庆幸 还是悲伤

默念 伊桑格兰


真的很想 扇自己一个巴掌

2009/03/25

如果可以 是别的。

新文学概论 看 西决
满脑子 的
everything is nothing without u

很想 哭

此刻 如果可以 是别的样子
那么 晚安 是不是可以 有温和美好的回应
是不是可以 静好地微笑

别的 只是心里的 那个样子

i want u to know
with everything i wont let this go
these words r my heart and soul

还好没有悲哀到 看不到起点

but
this is just too much

u know i mean it
when joking
i cant stop doing the wrong thing
though it drives me nuts

窗外下起雨 没了世界

i dont want this moment to ever end
i want u to know

可是为什么 记得那么清楚
西决说 你喜欢他 可是这 与他无关

2009/03/24

with me.

sum41

go and listen

excape from what.

体育课 4圈跑了一半 谎称尾龙骨疼 停下来

有时候 深深地 讨厌着自己
只是心里邪恶的想法作怪 总要找些什么理由
其实已经开始 接受 阴暗的自己
无法忍受的时候 深刻地责怪
并不好过

still
I am nothing without u

看到安东尼说
想 和你一起 真的
心脏 狠狠地 抽了一下

还是比较习惯
听见你机灵地 温和地说话
不自觉地笑着 心里 thankful

最后还是 发了不知道说什么的短信
给一直强调友谊的人
不想关系太紧张
其实 我还是喜欢生活在自己的世界里
这样

你知道么
那些难眠的夜里
一遍一遍重复着有你的画面
走路 吃饭 踢球 咧嘴笑
u used to shine so bright

我想你 真的


2009/03/22

who's sorry?

dear honey long

theres nothing i could say to u
nothing i could ever do
to make u see
what u mean to me


2009/03/21

Breathe.

having fun in each sister day
I feel safe and satisfied
-----------------------------------------

love
i cant breathe
without u
but i have to

i am trying to think in english
is it cool?
hey i'm leaving next May or June
i will miss u
like i always do
-------------------------------------------

我只不过为了储存足够的爱
足够的温柔和狡猾
以防 万一
醒来就遇见你

我只不过为了储存足够的骄傲
足够的孤独和冷漠
以防 万一
醒来你已离去

——夏宇

2009/03/15

[Letter]to Sun.

Sun.
how r u now?

sometimes I think the old days may be just a broken dream deep inside my heart.
4 years ago I met u.
then somethings got different.
life got colorful.
even there was sadness,its okay.
the pain made life rich.its just.great.

that weekend I bought few books.
<<鲤>>is a awesome one.
苏德&周嘉宁wrote some stories.
u know what.I love them so much when I started to read novels.
years passed by.I met them again.thank god.
sometimes we just need a article,or a voice to cure the pain.
they said time will tell,time will heal.
I dont know who we'll be,but I know who we are now.
and I know I wont leave u,neither do u.
I just want to say,I am here.and I miz u.my dear friend.
I'll go and visit u maybe the next winter holiday.if u'r not coming back to gz.
no matter what happened around u.we still have us.
and thats what friends mean.

love,
dong.